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>Goodbye Leslie. It was sweet knowing you, I hope you have one hell of a time consorting with filth and living with it as well.

I’m not bitter…

Leslie DID fix my HP. It took like fucking ten hours. The ram wasn’t dead it was just a window XP fuck up. I did find out that the HP is a refurbished laptop and I had no idea that it was, thus; the warranty on that machine was only good for three months and when it died it was 19 days over the damn cut off date. I CAN however by an extended warranty that comes with most HP laptops automatically (provided that they are new and not fucking refurbished) for 200 damn dollars. WTF. Even though this laptop is better than my sony vaio and my desk top, I am so angry at it that I may fucking sell it… or beat it into electrodust for deceiving me. I lost all of my pics and videos I ever loaded on that damn thing while Leslie graciously dedicated her priceless time to repairing it. Talk about a catch 22…

I have umpteen doctors appointments this week. Today I have an appointment to figure out about this random breaking out and get another med refill for my addreral (and ask for an increase in dosage) so I can stop being so depressed and sleeping 24 hrs a day. Also I am going to beg for anxiety medicine so I can maybe um, leave the house sometimes in the future at will and not out of complete necessity. Also the um bipolar meds. I swear I hope I don’t look like a total insane person when I go to the doctors office begging for multiple pills.

I kind of feel like a shit face for not going to Leslie’s going away thingy last night, but I was just trying to avoid feeling trapped, raped of control, and fear. Otherwise, a panic attack. Plus if there were any forks within sight, I would have went to jail for attempted (and hopefully succeeding in, depending on how quick my reactions could be) murder. Oh dear me the hatred boils. That’s probably good for my skin. I may not get to see Leslie again before she moves hours away since I have two appointments tomorrow (the other appointment is to see my head doctor, who tries to talk sense into it). I think the only way to deal with this is to go make a ton of food right now and stuff my face, since of course… there is no alcohol within reach.

I’m now hiding behind a bowl of macaroni salad… good save Jessica.

No really though, I have been drinking less and so on. I am doing fairly well in that aspect of living. I am just extremely, horribly, insanely depressed about Leslie leaving. I can only hope that the last second before she gets in the car to go she has a change of heart and moves into my empty bedroom instead to forever be joined with me in holy matrimony. Yeah flipping right.

Hi!

So this is my first month here being on CWH & I’ve had such a great time so far.

I haven’t had one single rude person in my room and all the girls are so helpful and friendly.

I have my first member chat coming up in a couple days and I’m both nervous and excited at the same time, I’m trying to brainstorm some cute and fun things to do.. I’ve already bought the popsicles. hehe

The last of the sunshine has finally gone and my city is back to well what it’s pretty much notorious for… RAIN!

But, I don’t mind it this time.. I’m actually looking forward to fall and winter, especially all of the holidays and special times to spend with friends and family.

One of my dogs Sugar, has recently been diagnosed with Cancer- Lymphoma to be exact.

This is a really tough time for my family and I to go through because she was our first dog, not only that but she’s so amazing. Sugar, started her steroid treatment today, so I’m going to be very optimistic about that and hope that it gives her as long as possible. I just hope she’s around for Christmas because she LOVES opening presents.

On a lighter note, A Dexter starts tonight and I’m so freakin’ excited because it’s only the best show I’ve ever seen. But I’m also excited for Desperate Housewives and Curb your Enthusiasm, so I better go get started on my night of tivo.

 Hope you all have a great week.

XO, Lux.

Yay i’m excited!  I leave to go to Violet’s in about 4 days! :D  I’m just sitting here on pchats right now….that’s pretty much it.  but yeah, I still have to do some laundry and pack n stuff so i’m not totally ready to go or anything but since I have a few days it’s ok.  We’re doing an mchat on cwh and on her site and the one on cwh is the 7th at 10 est so be there

xox- Mee :D 

ITS A MIRACLE! finally…after battling some bad credit (fixing it, well paying it off) and having cake boy help me withmy credit woes…I got an apt! I actually had my best friend emily sign on it (sistas fo life! )  but im going to put all the bills and stuff in my name to build my credit. Thank goD! I would like to buy a house one day, and im so glad I found out about my credit now…I could have been royally screwed 2 years from now. I was wondering why I never got credit card offers,etc. I was so upset. But no need to be sad now, im fixing it and its gong to be greattt!

Tomorrow night is abbies BIRTHDAY CHAT! you should all attend..HUGE FESTIVITIES

I guess it’s about time I wrote a proper update too.  The past 2 weeks have been.. absolutely chaotic.   So busy.

Moving went well .. expect we had 120 kg over the luggage limit on the flight! hahahah.   It’s nice to be back here & not nearly as cold as I expected.   I’m missing my old friends a lot already though, I really hope they’ll visit for my birthday.  It’s not as fun to party without them

We’re staying at out friend’s place while they are away in India for a month at the moment.   It’s so beautiful!!  all old .. like built in the 1920’s with 12 foot ceilings and long windows.  I love it so much, I want to buy a place like this when we come back here again, after I finish school.

Australia’s still on for Decemeber.. another move haha.. but I will be staying there a while this time.  I’m looking forward to the beaches and the shopping most,  oh & finally visiting my family too!  I think I’ll actually be home for Christmas for once.

That’s about it.   I hope you’re all having great weekends!

Thanks guys for helping me the other day with my cupcake making… they turned out okay (hey, I’m no Chloe but they were edible at least)… I didn’t burn them & my friend seemed to like them, except the frosting was reaally really reaaaaally sweet and really yellow.. anyway, thanks for the help! x

Sometimes you just get lucky I guess and last night SexyAlexia proved that you can spend your money with a reason. This 18 year old White beauty is a real firecracker. I wish I could spent more time with her but she drained both my balls and my pockets, LOL. That hour spent with this super girl was the one to remember. She is Bisexual, her vital stats are 5 5 - 5 9 high and under 100 lbs of sex. I really loved her Brown eyes and Black hair, though it would be nothing without her tight ass and nice titties. She does it with a style - pumping that pussy with no mercy and really seems to be excited about what she is doing.

For all that I give her 9 out of 10 but don’t believe my words - better just go and search for her.

I miss my cat. I had to give Ra away because I moved out of my apartment and am living in a house where I can’t have cats. I miss that little/big cute lard ass cat. He is with two very nice girls (about 25 years old). They have a very nice apartment and I know they will give him lots of love. I had him for nearly 4 years. I miss him so much. I’ll have another cat someday I hope… but for now all I have are pictures and memories.

Just look what I scored yesterday - real princess. She can be found under hostname Aminna, if you decide to meet her. Really lovely creature, if you ask me, nice boobs and booty, pretty face and quite friendly person. She is 20 years old and straight, loves people with attitude and knows how to make you happy if you are good to her. Few more details - she weights under 100 lbs and she is 5′5″ - 5′9″ high, has some other… eyes and brown hair. I really can’t complain about what she did during her show, because it was damn good and would probably come to see her again.

From me she will get 9 out of 10 but don’t believe my words - better just go and search for her.

>I made 15 vegan vanilla pancakes with honey soy nut butter mixed into the batter. I ate three of them and I have no one to share the rest with, and let me emphasize how fucking delicious they are. I called everyone I know that just might be awake at 5am on a Saturday to no avail. I slept all day again and missed out on everything, I even had an offer for someone to take me to Jaya’s, (this amazing asian food restaurant with sinful sushi) but my sleep caused me to miss out on that as well. This whole sleep for 24 hours thing and stay away for about 8 is really starting to take it’s toll on my life in many ways.

Jay is still not talking to me. I have to say, I planned on marrying that man and he has never just been able to “turn off” his love for me so something inside of him must have clicked. Being the rather huge bitch I am, I assume that I only have myself to blame. Ah well, a door closes and umpteen doors come flying open. Or at least, that’s what I keep reiterating to myself.